musicrocks89

sweetest day... no girl to cuddle with...



this sucks




















Just so you know I'm totally kidding about the "music" I just typed in, i just thought it fit haha.

hola pimps and pimpettes. You're all at homecoming right now! WHOOOOO! I worked today, it sucked. MY shoulder still hurts like whoa but its gettin alot better. I ordered a new pickup for my pink guitar so now it wont sound like shit anymore :-) I'm ridiculously excited for it to come you have no idea. Ummmm life is alright minus the fact that IM STILL NOT IN A BAND! I'm working on it though so its all good ;-). I have to work for 6 and a half hours tommorow and then restring both my electrics AND do my homework AND study for a quiz... tommorow is gonna suck. Last night was a blast though, me and aaron went to emmas 18th b-day party and some chick cam and sat down in between us and read us the entire kama suitra... not even joking, every single page. It was definitely the randomest shit of my life lol. OH and yesterday i stopped some conman from stealing 50 dollars from tropical smoothie cafe B-) I'm pretty proud of that. I'm not gonna type the whole story on here cuz im lazy so if you care to know just IM me or call or somethin. But I think im gonna go to kevins little post homecoming shindig right now so i shall talk to you all later.

I definitely think i threw out my shoulder carrying all of my stuff from last night. For real, it freakin hurrrrrrrrrts. But MAN octoberfest was sweet, it was alot of fun. Everything ended up working out really really smoothly. I was so proud of my P.A. system it sounded freakin amazing, idk if it was the acoustics of the lunch room or what but it sounded gooooooooood. And not one thing went wrong and trust me when i say, when you're playing a show something ALWAYS goes wrong so that was definitely great. I'm mad though cuz i messed up like my ONE good riff last night. oh well I made everyone yell really loud when i did it though so i dont even know if anyone could hear it anyways lol. But ya im definitely gonna go heat or ice or rub my shoulder or something cuz it seriously KILLS. Adios amigos






OH and for anyone i know who's going to homecoming (which is basically everyone) have a blast homies and im sorry im a loser and didnt go.

Today was crazy hair/ band T-shirt day. Definitely got mixed responses on my hair, i kinda did a messy scene faux hawk thing... hmm idk maybe ill take a picture if i ever do it again. I don't like moods... like seriously how they can switch from one to the other so suddenly. I wish everyone on the planet (including me) could just stay in a good mood all the time! And it really frustrates me when I can't put the people I care about in good moods. I wish i was better at helping people. I try alllllllllll the time to like help out my friends and stuff. Sometimes it works but most of the time it either does nothing or makes it worse :-(. Sorry guys I really do try. Octoberfest is the most unorganized thing in im pretty sure the history of chippewa valley and its stressing me the fuck ouuuuuuuuuuuuuutttttttttt. Oh and on a lighter note, im 110% sure that i have a stalker. :-)


Creepy




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[edit] somebody really needs to tell me how the hell to get better smileys for the mood thing. the annoyed face should NOT look like its going to kill someone

So I got like a million comments on my dress clothes today... haha it wasnt expected but sweet! So I've got some new tricks that im gonna be pullin out of my hat music-wise that will probably start havin a big impact in a few months and i dont think ive ever been more psyched about anything so watch out for that ;-) k well just thought I'd share

Last night made me realize a few things, one of which is... I... Need... To... Be... In... A... Band... like now. GOD i need to play a show im gonna go freaking crazy. I'm seriously going through withdrawels. It's been over a month that i haven't been jumping around on a stage... it blows. Thats really the only thing i think im gonna talk about at this moment. Sorry if you were real curious as to what else was on my mind. haha sucks to be you doesnt it?? IM me and maybe ill tell you. mannn I hate it when my head feels like its got way too much in it. I wish i had one of those things from harry potter that you can pull thoughts out of your head and put them in a bucket. OH that'd be bad ass I'd use it all the time. :-) but oh well, i guess ill just have to deal. I'm gonna go do what i always do. adios

Dude... today was such a good day gone terrible. Fuck tropical smoothies seriously. It was my last saturday for a while and i had it free, no work i could do whatever i want. (its my last saturday cuz for the next month I'm taking a class on how to work a sound board in ann arbor from 10-2 and then work from 4-9 so i wont have any time to do anything) so what happens somebody fucked up the schedule at work and bart calls me and makes me come in......... it was ridiculous. oh AND while i was there somebody thought it would be funny to fill this thing up with water and put it on top of the shelf so i go to get it down and i seriously got fuckin DRENCHED it was terrible. Not to mention the water was freezing. If i ever find out who did that, i will kill them... it SUCKED. gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ive reached a new level of frusteration. oh well, i need to go play my new guitar.

I finally got a new acoustic!!! YESSSSS





thats all i wanted to say... cuz im gonna go play it now.







adios pals.






oh and this is my last saturday that i can like breathe for probably about a month or 2 so GO ridiculously busy life!! WHOOOO

By the way, you look beautiful today

I just saw a car with a liscense plate that said Shibby7... I'm really jealous. Now that I got that out of the way. Yesterday was my first show all by myself, go me! I guess it went alright, I always think that i can do better but alot of people seemed to like it. The luna cafe is the shit its such a nice place. Brennden and Suida were there for my set and said that i did good. Jenna and some of my friends from work came like right as it was ending but i made the guy let me play another song so they could hear and they all said it was good too so i guess i did alright. It was weird... really weird. I'm so used to playing with a band it was like an out of body experience for me, i wasnt jumping around goin crazy. It was wayyy different, i was pretty nervous im not gonna lie. haha it was like if i messed up, this time i didnt have anyone else to blame it on :-p and i did mess up.. a few times.. and it pissed me off... but i guess no one heard it so oh well. Bebe ended up comin by after the game and i was real happy about that. I love my friends they're so supportive (sometimes crazy supportive) it brings quite the smile to my face. I finally made a conscious decision that this year over winter break since im not doing anything as usual im gonna invest in some actual real studio time. I think itll be way better for me than just recording in my basement. It's gonna take quite the chunk of change out of my pocket though. 100 bucks a song. I'm gonna try to talk the guy down to 70 or 80 since its just acoustic, but either way I'm taking donations :-). I hate the feeling when you think you know what you think about an issue thats been bugging you forever, and you think you're good and its all figured out, and then in a split second it all comes crashing down and you realize that you really still have no idea and it blows. It sucks pretty bad. BUT on a not so negative note i have realized that theres a major upside to all this crazy shit thats going on inside my head, although im pretty sure that the reason I've been sick for the last 2 or 3 weeks is stress, some AWESOME songs are coming out of this, my short story is coming out sweet, and im actually learning alot about myself... which is weird, cuz you should already know about yourself. But i dont, so leave me alone. :-D Alright well im gonna go to sleep so ill write again on a later date. Adios pimps and pimpettes